Sunday, July 25, 2010
I had a dream about her last night. She was getting ready for the wedding. My cousin got married yesterday. She had to pick out an outfit and did not care for the pink print and flowers of her top. It had shoulder pads and she laughed at it. My grandmother was there too. I remembered that in my dream I woke up... at least I think I was dreaming and cried. Who knows... I may have been crying and went back to sleep. Just thinking about it, I'm a mess... Iwas washing the dishes and now I sit here in the kitchen typing and crying. I miss her. It's so unreal.